Seventeen

Seventeen

feb 22, 2025

Vishnu Loquette

current mood: happy

currently eating: barritas

currrently drinking: coke

listening to: pomegranate trees in july - nym

quote: "im a psycho, psycho teddy!!!"

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awaken yourself

and be your true mind

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hello. 

i recently turned seventeen.

its been such an interesting experience, because i haven't felt the impact of age until this one. im getting older man...

soon i will be eighteen and then ur no longer a kid in the big eye of the law.

my sister and i went to the beach late at night to celebrate, and i watched the waves and reflected on my life. i remember i used to yearn to go back to the times when i was happy. i had friends, i had love. and i lacked sentience. but on the beach, looking at the night sky and the splashes of the waves, i finally stopped. i accept myself. things happen, life changes. i wouldn't change a thing. 

its these things which created the person who i am today. and i'd rather be who am i now more than anything. even throughout all the hardships. and for once i can say that i've regained my happiness. i can smile again. im going to start making my life better than it has ever been. im going to make things right. im gonna see my old friend, even though right now is very lonely. it only pushes me to do even better. im going to do better with myself.

im also going to dedicate myself to making my old friend happier, ill find a way. i want to make people smile, because ive spent a long time not doing that. i can't wait to see them, i wonder what will happen. i continued to think. and my final thoughts were, im glad this all happened. im happy i got this second chance at life. im glad the butterfly landed on me that day. and as i looked at the waves, the next day struck and it was then my birthday. 

a couple days later my family threw a party and my cousins came over, it was really fun. we watched surfs up and ate cake. and i got a new laptop and some beanie babies for my collection!!

thats all, see you. :]

 

yours truly,

vishnu loquette.

   

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